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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 22:09:16 GMT

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 10:29:31 GMT

hello ok well i will be using xanga but i will also be using myspace....i just wont be on xanga alot like i used to be....ok well bye

<3April

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 22:55:14 GMT

ok well ive decided im gonna try myspace for a little ill be back here in about a week maybe less! tell me if you want my myspace!

<3April

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:23:08 GMT

hey HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! also theres no school so this rocks but dosnt cuz i like school on valentines day lol i dont no why but i do.....yea well yesterday when we got out early i basically watched tv then played the sims then today when i woke up i got my present and it was shoes and candy lol oh and earrings lol yea weird group of things to get.....now im here eating sweetarts in heart shapes lets see what this one says "yes" ok thats stupid so im gonna take another when this one is gone ok two came out there the one said "love ya" and the other "kiss me" both good things to put on a candy heart lol well i guess ill start with the icons and quotes cuz i got ALOT of icons lol

♥April

Quotes:these quotes some talk about v-day others just love

Your first valentines day card; your heart pounds;
Isn't it nice to know that someone cares?

for valentines day...i don't want the expensive
jewelry, or a box of chocolates...i want you
to go to those machines with the plastic rings
in them .. get down on one knee and ask me
to be your vanlentine <3

the problem with guys is - they make you
believe they love you;; when they d.o.n.t
the problem with girls is - they make you
believe they dont love you;; when they do.

there's only so much heart in
a girl that you can break before
she walks away for good.

if we discovered that we had only five
minutes left to say what we wanted to say,
every telephone booth, every cell phone
would be occupied by people calling
others to stammer that they loved them.

I don't understand why Cupid was chosen to represent
Valentine's Day.
When I think about romance,
the last thing on my mind is a
short, chubby toddler
coming at me with a weapon

Boy: Why don't you ever take risks?
Girl: I take risks!
Boy: When's the last time you took a risk? ...
Girl: Five minutes ago...
Boy: What--
Girl: When I said hello to you

Icons:

wow i think that was my biggest entry ever!

remember to love someone today and have fun with the snow!! bye bye

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 20:41:18 GMT

you

hey well friday went to the dance...parts of it were fun....i did the electric slide lol that was fun....leah and marissa made the cutest couple lol.....when i got home from the dance i basically changed omg i jsut had a heart attack a dog came in the house lol he scared me......ok where was i oh yea then i basically just watched tv then went to bed.....then today i woke up at like 7! erg i hate waking up early but i didnt let myself get out of bed till 8.....then i went on tylers limo ride which was fun....words of advice dont mix sprite with salt and pepper oh yea and water its gross!!!!!! lol then i ate a salty ice cube ewwwww lol it was really gross! yea well i guess i should go and watch the dogs and abby so bye bye!

♥April

P.S. im not updating till valentines day

Quotes:

i'm not looking for confusion.
but it does tend to follow me.

You told me that I was just another face in the crowd..So I told you that you were just another jerk up the street. Maybe it was my fault to interrupt your words, because while you were walking away, I heard you murmur, "Another face in the crowd...that managed to take my breath away.." While I found myself saying, "Another jerk up the street, that I'd die to live next to..."

Some people tell me "You can't",
Some say "Don't."
Some simply "Give up."
I reply, "I won't."

Icons:

<---yum!

<-aw

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 23:03:19 GMT

hey ppl well i was sick today but i feel better now! i guess i just needed a break from school or something who knows but im good now lol....well yesterday was weird me and shaina looked alike and it was kinda creepy lol well we didnt look alike but our outfits did and our hair so yea....then when i got home my brother and my dad wanted to watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre and so i watched it to and i didnt no it was based on a true story but when i found out i was freaked out i was soo afraid to go upstairs to take a shower that i made my dad go upstairs and make sure no one was up there lol and its surprising cuz when i was 8-9ish i watched Jeepers Creepers and i still have nightmares with that movie but i dont have nightmares with the movies i watched just a little while ago confusing but yea.......then today i slept in till like 8 yea wow i really slept in but i usually dont sleep longer than that during the school year cuz im so used to waking up early.....then i cleaned up my room and layed down the rest of the day....so yea well dance tomorrow cant wait!!!!....cya later

<3April

Quotes:

it's ironic how when a person likes someone,
they don't do anything about it because
they are so scared of rejection. yet,
a lot of times, it turns out, that person you
were so scared of telling how you felt
actually felt the same way and just waited
for you to make a move...
doesn't that tell you something?

we should all take lessons from crayons..
+ some are bright.
+ some are dull.
+ some are beautiful.
+ some are ugly.
+ some have funny names.
.. but they all manage to live together in one box..

havin` a guy break up with you and telling` you "we can still be friends"
is like havin` your mom tell you your dog died but you can still keep it

Icons:

<----yes i am

<---lol duh he has to understand you (although sometimes he gets annoying lol)

<----heck id eat it lol looks yummy but gross at the same time lol

<----someone had a shirt like that hmm i think it was adrienne...if it was you tell me

<---haha

<fanta fanta dont ya wanta

This is a pretty weird slide show lol

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 00:42:37 GMT

Please read what is below this cuz this is just a slide show but i updated underneath it

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 17:22:32 GMT

well this week was very odd lol friday we had the science fair walk through and that was kinda scarey cuz marissa was all hyper and smelling everything she could and she was trying to get me to smell stuff lol she worrys me when she gets hyper....yea gym was funny i was the only one on my team standing and julie kira and tyler walthers were garding me and like 5 balls came at me and they all just caught it julie scared me the ball was like an inch away from me and she caught it lol.....yea i got an A+ on my music test thingy yay......friday night was fun i went to adriennes house and i got to cut the lettuce lol i always get to cut the lettuce.....yea then we played cops and robbers and me jen and leah were robbers well leah was an undercover robber lol i made fun of jens name she was sue bob lol i was yoko....yea we didnt come up with the names lol then saturday morning we went sledding and i fell on my butt lol i think i was better at snowboarding than i was sledding cuz i always ran into something when i was sledding lol yea then we went exploring and i kept breaking ice lol so was jen and adrienne alittle....then saturday jazmin came over and we went outside alot it was kinda fun i guess but she was supposed to be picked up at like 830ish but she didnt leave till like 10:30ish erg and i was really tired from the party!! yea then today we had the church service were the youth ran the service omg that was interesting lol austin accidently started doing destinees part lol yea....now im bored ok this will be a long entry cuz i still have to do the icons and quotes and theres a really sad story that i found on this girls site so here we go lol bye

<3April

Icons:

<---confusing but i actually get it

<---very true lol

<---lol

<---yes i agree (even though i dont use grammer)

Quotes:

once again these dont really mean anything

all girls really want is
someone to want them back

And as she passes him in the hall,
in her mind, all she can think about is
everything they've been through, & she starts
to wonder if he's thinking the same thing,
or maybe to him she's just another face in the crowd.

i wish i could press fast foward..
just to see if you're worth the wait.

Story: im not sure if this is true but yea

Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.

Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!

Right when she said that Michael walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.

Michael: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.

Sarah: Okay.

Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.

Michael: I know..

Then Sarah noticed that Michael was really pale-looking.

Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..

Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.

Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?

Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.

Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?

Michael: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.

Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!

Michael let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Michael: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?

Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?

Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.

Sarah: If you say so..

Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?

Sarah: No...

They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,

"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"

Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Michael on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.

Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.

Sarah started to cry.

Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?

Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.

Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...

Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.

Michaels Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.

Sarah was shocked and began to cry on here dads shoulder.

Michaels Mom: Treatments?

Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.

Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?

Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.

Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?

Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.

Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.

Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.

Sarah: Are you sure?

Michael's Mom: Yes honey.

Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.

Michael: Did they already tell you?

Sarah: Yes...

Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.

Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.

Michael: Baby I love you so much.

Michael reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Michael. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.
Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah.

The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.

Michael looked at Sarah.

Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.

Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.

Months went by and Michael lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.

Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.

Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.

Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.

Michael: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.

Dad looked at Michael and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.

Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and very brave. I think we can do this.

Michael: Thank you so much coach.

Sarahs dad nodded his head.

Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?

Michael: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.

Dad: Of course; you two be careful.

Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.

Sarah: What are we doing here?

Michael: Follow me.

Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.

Sarah: This is so beautiful.

Michael: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.

Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?

Michael: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.

Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.

Michael: I want you to always remember something Sarah.

Sarah: What is it?

Michael: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..

Sarah started tearing.

Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.

Michael: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.

Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Michael

Michael: Just don't forget what I told you.

Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up

Sarah: You still think you can catch me?

Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.

Sarah: Then come get me.

Michael stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.

Michael looked deep into her eyes.

Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Michael: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?

Sarah: No.. what?

Michael: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.

Sarah: Yeah?

Michael: Well your wish is my comand.

Michael leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.

Michael: You're so beautiful.

Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)

Michael: I better get you home.

They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.

Michael gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need you.. I love you..

Michael: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.

Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.

Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.

Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you so much.

Michael: I'll wait for you.....

Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.

Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.

Sarah: I know..

Dad: Guess what.

Sarah: What?

Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.

Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.

Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.

Dad: I know baby., I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)

Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Michael planted me something.

Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message saying, "I Love You".

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 21:23:47 GMT

hey well yesterday i had confirmation and omg that was hysterical me and austin were fighting over a chair and he kept sitting on me so i would curl up in a little ball and put my foot on him and just kick and he would go flying off lol and i WON THE CHAIR lol then he put a bottle of water like half way down his throat and it started over flowing so he tried to take it out but it just kept spilling and we all like ended up on the floor laughing.....yea then today was kinda weird woke up felt reallllly sick!!!!!!!!!! but since it was a 2 hour delay i still went to school...yea then we went to see that Matt Bellace guy finally! lol now i can take his name off the marquee......yea then on the bus WE CRASHED! it was scarey i was trying to sleep and tyler was like ok i guess ill talk to you tomorrow since your kinda trying to sleep and all of a sudden the bus driver slams the brakes! i was just like woah im up lol it was scarey......yea i was just at the orthodonist omg my teeth hurt!!!! they put 2 wires on my top and they criss crossed them so it looks funky lol yea i saw kira going in she got to sit where i sat yeaa im really bored so yea bye

Quotes:

ok sometimes the quotes i put here are how im feeling and stuff but these are just random things

As a little girl I’ve always had that dream to be a princess & my prince would come to my rescue & we would live happily ever after. I don't see why there wasn't one person who cared enough for me to just say that things like this only happened in fairy tales.

Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.

because of you
she'll never think she's good enough
or that she'll amount to anything.
you didn't say it
but your actions told everything.

Icons:

<---really sad but at the end its funny

<---i hate it

<---LEAH LOL

<---i like it its COLORFUL lol

<--also colorful lol

<-- i like dice

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 21:12:18 GMT

hey everyone well last night watched the decent NEVER WATCHING THAT AGAIN!! lol yea but i actually didnt have a hard time sleeping i fell asleep fast but then i woke up at 6 which i didnt like......yea then i went to brians party that was fun except my whole body glowed lol and then me and adrienne did a team name thingy i was oompa and she was loompa but then we were on different teams so me leah korey bryanna and kayla thomas walked around together i did really bad lol but oh well yea now im here really bored so ill just get some quotes and icons up

Quotes:

i'd rather die tomorrow,
than live a hundred years
without knowing you.
+ pocahontas

failure isn't falling down;
its staying where you fell & not getting up

if it makes a difference, there isn't one day when you're not on my mind <3

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says I love you, she means it. When a GIRL says "i miss you", NO ONE in this world can miss you more that

Icons:

<-- kinda true